I want to be involved in decisions.
What is happening?
Why the delays?
Why no painkillers???

Information flow,
Differing opinions,
Contrasting views,
Internet information.

Lying on the bathroom floor,
Unable to eat,
Unable to drink,
Cannot maintain weight.

Why say you’ll ring when you don’t?
Why can one specialist email back the same day and you can’t?
Have I done something wrong?
Have I misunderstood something?

A hot coal nobody wants to hold.

Assume you’re rushed off your feet,
Assume you want the best for me,
Why can’t you make a decision?

This makes no sense.

When will something happen?
What’s the next step?

I will endure at best I can,
But how long can I last?

Dedicated to my friend A.